Friday, July 19, 2013
Hi. I think most of you have heard what’s happened to Lexi. Lexi bee, Lexi doll, ThePinkQueen-the girl with the cotton candy hair and bubble gum lipped smile. It really pained me to hear about what she’s going through.
Because love isn’t anywhere near easy. You have so little say in what happens to your heart. You know? Until you fall in love-and I mean truly fall in love…you can’t really know what it’s like. The vulnerability is just insane. The need you feel..it’s like a maddening unquenchable thirst. You want that person so bad and even when they’re right there beside you you still feel like you need them more. To lose that person. To have someone that you want, need, and depend on to get through your day to day life just suddenly disappear like that..It’s a pain that only the elderly should understand. But I feel like too often it happens to young people as well.
Losing the love of your life is an extremely difficult thing to deal with. Lexi is going to go through so much.
And I just hope that maybe some of you can share your light. Positive words, encouraging messages. Anything, because she’ll need it. I think other bloggers will understand this very well. When you’re the type of person who shares most of your life on the internet, it’s only natural that you turn to the internet in even your darkest hours. I hope that people will embrace her. Be kind to her and cheer her up when she’s down. Protect her and shield her from the vicious cruel and unforgiving hate she may somehow receive.
I think that this is very important, because if it were me in her situation I doubt that I would be here very long after it. I have my own basket of issues, but I’d hate to assume that someone will be fine only to painfully regret it later. This is the hardest thing a human can go through.
Please send her your strength and remind her that she is not alone in this large cruel world. I’ll be sure to do the same.
(Sorry for the long ramble)